Sunday, 21 October 2012

Facts and Update

Sorry i havent posted in AGES..alot going on at home and hardly on the computer anymore and ive lost interest in blogging so this might be my last post.


A: Age. 15
B: Where I'm from. Northern Ireland
C: Where I would like to live. America
D: Favourite food. Pasta
E: Religion. Christian
F: Sexual orientation. I dont know what this means.
G: Single/taken. Single pringle.
I: Eye colour. Bluee
J: Favourite movie. The hunger games.
K: Favourite TV show. Spongebob/Eastenders
L: Favourite band/singer. Janet Devlin
M: Random fact about me. I like smurfs
N: Favorite day of the year. Christmas.
O: Favourite colour. Purple
P: If I have any pets; if so, their names. Cant answer.
Q: What I'm listening to right now. Ignorance - Paramore.
R: Last movie I've watched. The hunger games ;D
S: What's my ringtone. dont have oneee.
T: Favourite male character from a TV show. Tyler Moon
U: Favourite female character from a TV show. Abi Branning
V: What my name means. Uwe. A female sheep aka a bitch.
W: Favourite superhero. SUPERMAN.
X: Celebrity crush. Jennifer Lawrence
Y: My birthday. 2nd May 1997
Z: Ever self-harmed? Yup.

Wednesday, 5 September 2012

Back to school

Sorry for not posting, ive busy and now i cant remember what i did on 27th august and onwards. I'll do it briefly. Ive baked cupcakes every week, gone to the gym, went to decathlon and been on the gym equipment there and started going to church on sunday evenings as i went to their summer camp and i wanted to keep going to their church and make new friends. Its quite good. Ive been emailing around looking to volunteer at brownies so i hope to be helping out there soon Got my gcse results and didnt do to well..better work harder this year. So im back to school and its been alright and my timetable is surprisingly not to bad.

Sunday, 26 August 2012

Camp and Journey down to cork

Sorry i havent posted in ages, last week i was either at my mums/grans/home so i didnt do a post about that since i didnt do anything exciting there and the post would be boring ;) This week i was at a local churchs camp which i really enjoyed. I went to laser quest which id never done before which was really fun and did some sailing on tuesday with the camp which was nice and some spray painting and recording. I miss camp so much :( On friday at half 12 i thought i was going to the last day of camp but as soon as i got in the car my dad said we were going down to cork(5hrs away) so we drove down to dublin then got the train to cork and  stayed over in a hostale and went to a diner for dinner which was amazing, i had burger&chips&coke which were yummy and a oreo cookie milkshake which was amazing. Had breakfast in the hostale which was nice then went to the venue(we went to cork because my sister was fencing down there.)and i went on the computer for most of the time and went out shopping but didnt buy anything although i found lots of clothes that i liked. I went to the park also, i love parks. Then we made our way back home which took about 6 hours so i didnt get home till midnight. Going to something at the local church later too. Dont know what im doing today apart from baking cupcakes. :D
Thats all for now

Saturday, 18 August 2012


  1. On drugs. theyre not good for you but if theyre prescribed then ok.
  2. On gay marriage. in every country it should be allowed
  3. On politics. rubbish.
  4. On kissing randoms at parties. dont really have it if you want
  5. On getting wasted and not remembering nothing. Dont drink alcohol, please.
  6. On bullying. STOP IT!! IT NEEDS TO STOP!!
  7. On religions. Theyre good..they define who you are.
  8. On anorexia and bulimia. disgusting..try to stop it.
  9. On going out a lot (like 3-4 times a week) its alright if its shopping/cinema/bowling etc :)
  10. On sex (in general) never want to have it.

Sunday, 12 August 2012

This week

The blog was set to so only i could view it because we had problems with the new header which are going to be sorted out. The theme that is on the blog now will stay. On wednesday i was at my mums for the day which was alright..i guess. On thursday i went with my sister to see ted at the cinema which didnt go well..we dont get on. Ted was good..funny but sad. On friday i went to the weekly shop with my dad. Yesterday i went to the park then to caffe nero for a yummy chocolate milkshake. Today ive just been on my computer and watching the Community Shield's first match, Chelsea vs Man City. Baking cupcakes later.

I really havent been feeling great recently having trouble breathing, headache for most of the day every day and i get exhausted after doing small things and i jump at small things like the phone ringing or someone knocking on the door. And my dog had to be put down. And my grans going to die soon. And my throat has started to get sore throat and stuff and people that ive told think its glandular fever. My life couldnt get any worse i dont think.

Tuesday, 7 August 2012

Favourite bedrooms!

This post may sound a bit random but at art therapy i was asked to design my favourite bedroom so i found these pictures from tumblr to help me design my dream bedroom.

Thursday, 2 August 2012

The Week

On sunday i went into town with my best friend which was great, caffe nero milkshakes are the best. I went on twitter like i usually do and watched some of the olympics and even went for a run before watching tv. On tuesday i watched 3 episodes of glee (season 3) and tidied my room and went to art therapy. Yesterday i wasnt feeling great at all so i didnt do much apart from watching tv. Today my dad was supposed to be away for the whole day but it got cancelled but i spent most of the day on the computer and went outside for a bit and wasnt feeling great again, i got no sleep and i had a banging headache for the whole day. Meant to be going to mcdonalds tomorrow. Things are really difficult for me at the minute with my family and being home alone with my sister for days isnt going well so ive been feeling low, empty and really upset. I take it out by self harming and burning. I really just want to get better, i need to stay strong etc.but IT IS HARD.

Saturday, 28 July 2012

Update (2)

On friday i went to camhs which was ok, just a check up then i went to do the weekly shop with my dad and got a scone which was really nice then we went to theme park which was really good, scary but fun.My jaw is still quite sore. I made cupcakes today which look amazing but apart from that i havent done anything today.

Thursday, 26 July 2012


Sorry I haven't posted much, I've been busy. I had an operation yesterday and my jaws still quite sore. I got a new iPod on Sunday! Apart from that I haven't been doing anything apart from sleeping and eating and sitting around the house doing nothing. I'm only allowed to eat custard, chicken soup etc so no cupcakes for me for a while :( I want to bake right now but I don't have any ingredients for any recipe :( On Tuesday I had art therapy aswell then yesterday the operation, today nothing. Tomorrow I have camhs and going to go to the shop with my dad and the theme park!! I've started watching season 3 of glee online too. :) I'll post again in a few days letting you know how everything goes.

Thursday, 19 July 2012

10 Things I Love

Im bored and i need to post! I didnt really know what to post so i went for something basic
Ive decided to do a post of 10 things i love!
1. Rainbows/Colourful things
2. Hanging out with friends
3. Social Networks
4. Shopping
6. Music
7. Movies
8. Food
9. Cats

Sunday, 15 July 2012

About Me!

1. any celebrity that you'd go on a date with? Niall Horan.
2. what color underwear/boxers wearing now? Purple
3. what are you listening to right now? Cher Lloyd
4. what's your favorite number? 227
5. what was the last thing you ate? Cereal
6. if you were a crayon what color would you be? PURPLE.
7. how is the weather right now? Very sunny and warm :)
8. who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? Dont remember xD
9. the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Appearance (i know.. :/)
10. do you have a significant other? Im in a relationship with food and music
11. favorite TV show? Glee
12. siblings? 1 - sister.
13. height? 4ft 9
14. hair color? Brown
15. eye Color? Blue
16. do you wear contacts? Nope.
17. favorite holiday? Gran Canaria
18. month? Mayyy! Its my birthday month. Or december.
19. have you ever cried for no reason? Yep.
20. what was the last movie you watched? Wanderlust
21. favorite day of the year? Christmas or my birthday :)
22. are you too shy to ask someone out? Nah
23. can you do a headstand (not using the wall)? Nope.
24. hugs or kisses? Huggsss
25. chocolate or vanilla? CHOCOLATE.
26. do you want your friends to respond to this? My friends dont know i have this blog.
27. who is most likely to respond to a text from you? My friends
28. who is least likely to respond to a text from you? Enemies..idk.
29. what books are you reading? Just finished reading the hunger games series.
30. piercings? None.
31. favorite movies? Smurfs, Twilight
32. favorite football team? Chelsea FC
33. what are you doing right now? Typing
34. butter, plain or salted popcorn? butter
37. dogs or cats? Cats..i have 1!
38. favorite flower? tulip!
39. been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do? Nah
40. do you have a best friend of the opposite sex? Yeah
41. have you ever loved someone? Yeah
42. who would you like to see right now? Friends/Social worker/Doctor etc
43. are you still friends with people from kindergarten? A few..
44. have you ever fired a gun? No?!
45. do you like to travel by plane? Nah
46. right-handed or Left-handed? Righttt
47. how many pillows do you sleep with? 1 :s
48. are you missing someone? Yep. Lovely feeling.
49. do you have a tattoo? Nah
50. what is your best friend's name? Sasha :)

Saturday, 7 July 2012

Holiday so far

Edit: thank you so much for 1000+ hits!! Love you guys!! xx
Welcome to my blog for the new viewers and I hope you will come back often.
I hadn't posted in a week so I thought I'd let you know how my holidays going.
A few posts I said I never wanted to go which is true. I arrived here and as soon as I got in to our villa I started crying and for the first few days I had a very bad cold and still do then I started to get bites and lumps. Janet devlin tweeted me and the wanted followed me but with my depression I didn't stay happy for long. I hate it here, all of the horrible memories come back and I don't sleep well here and I still want to go back home but I'm staying strong. I haven't really felt like doing much so I've stayed inside mostly. We would go into town nearly everyday so I've had quite a few chicken soups and pastas. I've been on the dodgems with my dad and sister a few times so my back gets quite sore. I'd started reading the hunger games books and I'm on the second one, I love them!!
That's all for now.
Keep calm and stay strong

Sunday, 1 July 2012

Tuesday, 26 June 2012

Holiday tomorrow.

I dont rlly want to go but i hv to.

Might start posting on this blog again ^-^

Wednesday, 6 June 2012

Jubilee weekend

Hey, i havent posted much because my computer hasnt been working and ive been busy and these last few days have been hard.
On sunday i went to bangor to watch my sister carry the torch then later on i went to portrush for the olympic torch concert which was amazing. I met janet devlin!!
On monday i went to a jubilee party which i didnt really like then on tuesday i had to go see my sisters friends family carry the torch 2 hours away, hated that too.

Saturday, 2 June 2012

Saturday 02 June

Went to the cinema to see the lucky one and played air hockey then came home and had dinner then went to the same cinema and watched top cat..was hilarious. Quick post because i got to go soon.
Tomorrow i have to wake up at 6 to watch my sister carry the olympic torch and in the evening im going to a concert to see Janet Devlin.

Friday, 1 June 2012

Friday 01 June.

I got up and got ready for school then had bagels with tuna and sweetcorn in them like i usually do then went to school. Did revision in physics for the exam then in biology we were doing revision(yeah.)then sat in english for 25minutes doing nothing then the teacher took us up to the tennis courts for whole school photograph, I couldnt step backwards on to the level above and i was going to be near the bottom anyway(im 4ft 9..)so i ended up standing beside the people in RECEPTION behind the teachers. Only had about 20minutes of maths..doing revision. French, the teacher was away so we had to go with the PE people and just sat in a classroom then in DOUBLE BIOLOGY!! we did a specimen paper. I came home went on my computer then had fish, peas and rice for dinner wish was really nice..i usually always have pasta. I then went back on my computer and went on tumblr and stuff and i still am.

Wednesday, 30 May 2012

The Sun Goes Down The Stars Come Out.

Woke up and got ready for school then went to school which i shouldnt have until 11 :/ most people from my year were doing a PE exam so i just sat in the hall for 1hr 10minutes :/ Fun stuff. Then i had a learning for life and work exam then i went home and did nothing, as usual until i had to go to a doctors appointment but i came back and had ice cream :DD and watched tv(glee!) then my mum came, i was supposed to go to st john ambulance division that i usually go to but i hate it there so i got my mum to make me stay at my grans and revise. Ive only started my revision for my gcses yesterday(10th, 11th, 20th june)which i should have started about a month ago, im so dead..i havent done like any of it and i dont know any of it. No facebook/twitter/tumblr for me then.

Well, guess what. Im supposed to be at school now but i came home after my exam to revise at home and my dad bought me lunch for today too because i told him we didnt have to go in. I feel very sick so im going to rest for a bit. When i was walking around the school, it was cloudy, the whole sky was covered in cloud. No sun :( Theres been sun for about a week now. Hence the title. I do love the wanted, one side of my bedroom wall is covered in posters.

Monday, 28 May 2012

Day: Past and Present

So yesterday i did art and maths homework and spent most of the day on my computer bored as usual and i went out in the car to places, boring again. Yesterday i felt like.. Just feel so i wanna burst out crying. I feel so worthless.I.WANT.TO.DIE.
In the evening i looked at prom dresses and tops which i couldnt afford! Purely for inspiration.
Today i got up and went to school and sat the french exam which i had to do for half an hour which was easy then i walked home so now im bored on facebook, twitter and tumblr listening to the radio. Need to go revise for biology and physics exam in june. :/ Not really enjoying the nice sunny weather since i hate my legs and have decided to wear trousers and the fact i hate summer and dont want to go on holiday this year. Planning on having a glee season 1 and 2 marathon before i get season 3 on dvd on september 24th.

Friday, 25 May 2012


Had double physics then biology then english cover..did nothing. double maths..did a paper. After lunch we had to be seated for exams next week which was boring then french did a vocab test and oral question then double biology..nearly died of boredom so i went over to my best friend and taled then she wrote all over my arm ;D
"I love fish and ducks." "Down with the retarded duck"
After school i had to go get my eyes tested so im getting new glasses soon..think theyre the ones i used to have which i lost ;P
Then i had dinner.
And now im bored. Twitter and fb are both im trying to go to my room and do my homework.
Listening to skyscraper by Demi Lovato and Small Bump by Ed Sheeran. :)

Thursday, 24 May 2012

At School

Me and my best friend laughing over harry potter and twilight memes :D
In lflw then i have science then break then double eng lit then maths then lumch then maths then i plan to walk home..i dont do PE.
Down with the retarded duck, HAHA.